Hello again, Zantrex-3 Blue

I don't know what's gotten into my body... other than all that restaurant food.

Money is so tight that we don't buy groceries anymore. I get food for the kids, of course, but when it comes to buying for myself or the other adults.. it just doesn't happen. Roberto is lucky that he gets to eat whatever he wants at work. He's testing to get into management, which I think is amazing.
So his boss is amazing to him... and he also allows Berto to bring home a dish for me each evening.
Since all I've been eating is restaurant food, I've gained quite a bit of weight. It's so depressing.

The past couple of months I've been slowly adding nicer clothes (from Goodwill lol) into my wardrobe. I tried on my slacks yesterday and I couldn't button them.
Oh my goodness.
I think, honestly,  if you don't count the pregnancies, I'm the heaviest I've ever been.

When I got my check yesterday, it was more than I was expecting, so more that I had budgeted for....
and I impulse-grabbed at bottle of Zantrex-3 Blue.

I've had great success with these pills a few years ago. I went from about 155lbs to 130ish in 6 weeks, only using it occasionally. I got off the pills, continued to lose weight, but got pregnant soon after, so all of the weight crept back on with the baby.

Now I'm thinking I can easily get back down to 120 in a couple of months if I use it regularly.

I've read good and bad reviews for this product in the past, and I think I'm one of those people who handles it pretty well. I take one pill when I wake up, and one early early afternoon. I just love the way it makes me feel, and here's why:

I'm a completely different person when I'm on these pills, but I've never felt more like myself.... the person I've always wanted myself to be.

I guess, because of the depression, all I wanted to do was sleep. Every second of the day. All day, all night. Nothing interests me more than my warm bed. I would rather sit on the couch and watch the kids play that get on the floor and wrestle with them. I hate myself for that. I'd sleep in as much as possible... usually at least until 10am... then lounge around before work... go to work... get home... sleep as long as possible. What a life. What a waste of life.

Today I woke up at 7am.... which never happens... dog tired, even though I got my sleep... took one blue pill and actually stayed awake. I quickly had enough energy to WANT to work out. I played on the floor with my kids. I sang and danced around the house until 2pm when the energy started to fade out. At 3pm I had a little nap... maybe only 20 minutes or so instead of an hour or two. I took one more pill. Now I'm awake again, but not overly peppy.

I don't want to eat when I take these pills. I know I should, so I do, otherwise I feel a little sick. I just don't think about food at all, and when I cook for my kids, I don't want to snack off their plates when they leave the table.
My stomach growled for the first time today. That's my que to eat, because I don't feel hungry until about 7 hours after I take the pill. I get very sleepy and hungry, but I just take my afternoon pill with a small lunch and I'm good to go within an hour.
I think I'm eating almost half the portions I did before the pills, and not missing the extra food.
I'm also inhaling water, I think I've had about 100 oz already, and it's only 5pm.

Can't say I've ever peed clear before today lol.

So we'll see how it goes.
I don't have any negative side affects, but then again, I've taken these pills before and I know the dose that works best for my body.

All I'm loving is the energy I have to be awake and play with my kids. I'm in a good mood.
That's worth the $20/month.

I know I'll lose weight because I'm so much more active and eating significantly less, but it's all restaurant food so I'm still probably eating too many calories..
It's still better, I think.

So as long as I don't have any negative side effects, I'm aces.
I love my blue bottle.